A Crisis of the Real: A Levitating Saints and a French Theory Remix

José García Hidalgo, Levitation of St. Teresa of Jesus and St. John of the Cross at the Convento de la Encarnación, late 17c.

I’ve long kept an eccentric morning habit, reading the Daily Office Lectionary followed by some philosophy tome before the distractions of the day begin.

The, often dense and ridiculous, readings have varied over the years and, if I have any regrets, its been that I’ve worked backwards rather than starting with the Greeks. Western philosophy is a long series of dialogs and disagreements. Individual philosophers are contained, like Russian nested dolls, one inside another all the way back to Plato and Aristotle.

The two authors I’ve tackled over the last few months reflect my schizophrenic reading practice: the late literary professor and philosopher Fredric Jameson and history and religious studies professor Carlos Eire. Coherency be damned, I’ve enjoyed this particular contradictory juxtaposition.

Italian School, 18th Century, The Ecstasy of Saint Joseph of Cupertino.

Flying Saints and Witches on Broomsticks
Carlos Eire’s book They Flew: A History of the Impossible is an incendiary look at levitating and bilocating saints, demons and witches. Eire dares to take narratives of the “impossible” seriously. As Eire explains, we have more credible accounts of, say, Theresa of Avila’s and Joseph of Cupertino’s many moments of ecstatic flying than we have of well accepted moments of European political history.

Personally, I had always taken a cop-out attitude towards such paranormal phenomenon, thinking that it’s not important if these miraculous events were “real,” that what really matters is what they mean in the context of history. Towards the end of the book, Eire quotes religious scholar Jeffrey J. Kripal’s irritation with this stance,

I cannot tell you how many times I have heard an otherwise admired colleague say something like, “Well, it does not really matter if Joseph of Cupertino flew up into the tree after a scream, or if Teresa of Avila floated off the floor as her sisters piled on top of her to avoid a social embarrassment.

What matters is how the popular belief in such presumed levitations was disciplined, controlled, and maintained by the church and later constructed as sanctity and as a saint…. Really? I want to pull my hair out in such moments…. A super-pious Italian man ecstatically flies into a tree and has to be retrieved with a ladder, or a raptured Spanish nun cannot keep herself on the floor in front of some visiting noblewomen, and these physical events do not matter to you? Uh, excuse me, if either of those things actually happened (and our historical records suggest strongly that they did), such anomalous events change pretty much everything we thought we knew about human consciousness and its relationship to physics, gravity, and material reality. Either single event would fundamentally change our entire order of knowledge. And you don’t care? Don’t you find that disinterest just a little bit perverse?

Inside of many of us, particularly a certain class of over-educated folks who live in big cities–I’m including myself here–is an inner, literal and very annoying Neil DeGrasse Tyson. I’ll be blunt. I no longer want to inhabit Neil’s disenchanted world. It’s flat, boring and meaningless. Call me a crank–I don’t care anymore–I want to stay open to the possibility of the impossible. Let’s fly again.

If this book floats your boat you’ll enjoy my favorite podcast Weird Studies which turned me on to Eire’s work.

I kind of wish this was real and not just a meme.

Theory Bound
As an example of just how disjointed my morning reading can be, I also just finished Fredric Jameson’s book The Years of Theory: Postwar French Thought to the Present, a transcription of a lecture series delivered via Zoom during the pandemic.

Jameson in lecture mode is easier to read than his normal and, very dense, academic prose. In the lectures he gives you the historical context for a chain of post WWII French thinkers from Sartre to Latour. Jameson knew many of these people personally, and the lectures have an often funny, gossipy tone.

If, like me, you went to grad school in the 80s or 90s you likely got a dose of French postmodern theory. If also, like me, you studied music, or art or literature you likely got that theory secondhand, from a well meaning professor who perhaps lacked the philosophical chops to give the contextualization for theorists such as Foucault and Derrida. Jameson’s book corrects a lot of misconceptions I had about this period. Jameson has the background to engage with and explain their thinking. Let me also note here that most of the critics of postmodern theory haven’t bothered to actually read it (I’m looking at you Jordan Peterson). Admittedly it ain’t beach reading but that’s not a bug it’s a feature.

It’s true that some of these French thinker-dudes ran their conceptual ships ashore on the rocks of extreme skepticism and dense prose. In so doing they inadvertently created an anti-metanarrative-metanarraive of avoidance and rhetorical vagueness. That said, we live in a media landscape they anticipated and this is, perhaps, their most enduring legacy, despite the fact that most of them died at the advent of personal computers.

I recently stumbled on an Instagram rise and grind influencer who explained, without knowing it, Baudrillard’s version of sign theory. To overly simplify, the Mercedes logo doesn’t refer to a car, it refers to things like “luxury” and “freedom”. This influencer knows sign theory intuitively, uses it to make money and even authored a book that’s kind of what would happen if Jean Baudrillard wrote a version of Rich Dad, Poor Dad. I think this demonstrates why it’s helpful to have some postmodern theory in your understandin’ toolkit to navigate the moment we all find ourselves in.

If you’re a theory-head you’ll love Gilles Delueze riffing on topics in alphabetical order for six whole hours (!). Someone has thoughtfully uploaded a subtitled version to Archive.org. It’s hard to believe, in our idiotic present, that this kind of content used to be on mainstream television. Lest you think this is just a French thing I’ll point out that, when philosopher Henri Bergson came to New York to do a guest lecture in 1913, he caused the first ever traffic jam on Broadway(1). If you’ve only got an hour and a half of theory-time, there’s also a great documentary about Derrida on Kanopy.

Making New Drawers . . . Plus Rants . . . Plus Roland Barthes

This week I managed to cross off a years-in-the-waiting “honey-do” request from Kelly: fixing the busted drawers in a built-in hallway cabinet. Our house, now in its 105th year, was built to less than perfect standards. The nailed together drawers just didn’t work anymore.

The first step was to replace the wooden runners with high quality Blum undermount soft close drawer slides. I mounted the slides to pieces of wood that I attached to the sides of the empty cavity of the cabinet. Since this house is well out of square, this required some shimming and milling pieces of wood to bring the cabinet into a more rectilinear geometry. This was somewhat of an “off-label” type operation but it worked despite Blum’s admonition that their product is not for retrofitting wonky old cabinets.

Next step was to head down to Bohnhoff, my favorite lumberyard to get some hard maple for the drawers. At this point I’m going to plug two things. First, woodworking as a hobby has been eminently practical and I’m thankful that I put in the time to learn how to do it. Because I don’t have to hire someone to do the work, such as retrofitting these old built-ins, I can use the savings to buy nicer materials like maple, that would never have been used in such a modest house. And, let me to use this moment to say how much I dislike the big box players, such as Home Depot. Smaller and medium sized lumberyards, in my experience, have actual people you can talk to and higher quality materials. Also Home Depot isn’t always cheaper. I only go to Home Depot now if there’s something I absolutely can’t get at Bohnoff or Ganahl.

Once I got home from the lumberyard I set about installing the slides and making story sticks, which are pieces of scrap wood cut to the precise size of the final drawer and used as a guide for milling and sizing the final dimensions of the maple I had bought. In making drawers there’s a very, very small margin of error in terms of sizing. You have to be precise.

The next step was to cut the dovetails. I took a class a few years ago on how to do this by hand. I had previously cut dovetails with a router and a special jig but I much prefer doing it with a dovetail saw and chisels. The router required HOURS of tedious adjustments to get the jig to work and often ended in frustration when the router bit would tear out huge chunks of wood. While it took some practice to get the hang of cutting dovetails by hand, I much prefer the flexibility in layout and the pleasure of working with traditional tools. I still have room for improvement in cutting dovetails by hand, but I’m getting better. In the video above you can see a time lapse of me cutting dovetail pins using a blue tape trick invented by Mike Pekovich of Fine Woodworking Magazine. For the front of the drawers I reused the faces from the old ones.

To cap off the project, we went to Pasadena Architectural Salvage to get some pulls for the new drawers and visit their 21 year old store cat. One last rant here: I really like being able to touch and hold an object rather than spend three hours reading online reviews and guessing about quality and size. I dreaded trying to order the pulls online and am glad to have a resource like this salvage shop. I’m willing to pay a little extra for the privilege. Plus the cat . . .

I’ll close with a quote from Roland Bathes from an essay “Toys” in his book Mythologies. The essay is short and well worth reading. The first part discusses the problems with how many toys prefigure and circumscribe social constructs as opposed to the open ended promise of plain building blocks. You can see this in how Legos, which used to be just plain blocks, have, over the years, morphed into hideous pre-made Star Wars building sets. Bathes concludes the essay with an appreciation of the qualities of wood,

Current toys are made of a graceless material, the product of chemistry, not of nature. Many are now moulded from complicated mixtures; the plastic material of which they are made has an appearance at once gross and hygienic, it destroys all the pleasure, the sweetness, the humanity of touch. A sign which fills one with consternation is the gradual disappearance of wood, in spite of its being an ideal material because of its firmness and its softness, and the natural warmth of its touch. Wood removes, from all the forms which it supports, the wounding quality of angles which are too sharp, the chemical coldness of metal. When the child handles it and knocks it, it neither vibrates nor grates, it has a sound at once muffled and sharp. It is a familiar and poetic substance, which does not sever the child from close contact with the tree, the table, the floor. Wood does not wound or break down; it does not shatter, it wears out, it can last a long time, live with the child, alter little by little the relations between the object and the hand. If it dies, it is in dwindling, not in swelling out like those mechanical toys which disappear behind the hernia of a broken spring. Wood makes essential objects, objects for all time. Yet there hardly remain any of these wooden toys from the Vosges, these fretwork farms with their animals, which were only possible, it is true, in the days of the craftsman. Henceforth, toys are chemical in substance and colour; their very material introduces one to a coenaesthesis of use, not pleasure. These toys die in fact very quickly, and once dead, they have no posthumous life for the child.

Go to Seed!

If you’re a local you can do a favor for two of the many victims of the fires. Joseph Abrakjian and his partner Pam Watanabe, who run Seed Bakery, lost their home in Altadena. Thankfully, the bakery is still running. Please consider dropping by for lunch or breakfast. The food is amazing.

Joseph generously helped the Los Angeles Bread Bakers meetup that I co-ran several years ago. At the bakery he mills his own flour and works with a variety of whole wheats. He’s one of the best bakers in California. Unfortunately, since the bakery is right on the edge of the fire zone, business is down a bit. Seed is located at 942 East Washington Blvd. in Pasadena. Seed is takeout only and the hours are Tuesday thru Saturday 8:00 – 2:30 and Sunday 8:00 – 2:00.

Obsidian: A Free Note Taking App

I have a goal in 2025 of reducing the number of subscriptions that parasitize my bank account. Towards that end I searched for an alternative to Evernote, a note taking app that I used to keep track of everything from financial information to bike tire sizes to combinations for locks. Sometimes it’s handy to have this information both on your laptop and your phone but I became disenchanted with Evernote over the years due to the yearly cost.

Thanks to the YouTube algorithm I came across a flock of what I’d call “rise and grind” life optimizer bros pushing a program called Obsidian. While I may not vibe with their (atomic?) habits, these dudes were right about Obsidian. While it took many hours of tutorials to get it to do the things I needed, I’ve been impressed with the results with a few caveats I’ll get to. And Obsidian is free for non-commercial use.

Use Cases
So far I’ve used Obsidian to:

  • Create a list of books I’ve read and books that I want to read.
  • Keep track of movies that I’d like to see or have already viewed.
  • Clip web articles to read later.
  • Keep track of the aforementioned random bits of info, for instance, when I pick up a heater filter at the hardware store and need to remember the size.

Graph view from example on web.

One of the features that I did not expect to use but has ended up being transformative for me is the graph view, which shows, visually, connections between notes. It seemed like a gimmick until I used it to integrate two related sets of information for a project I’m working on. Immediately, I started to notice connections that I hadn’t seen in the spreadsheet I had been working from. The graph view also seemed to, unexpectedly, affirm some of the ideas in the Fredric Jameson book I’m reading now, The Years of Theory: Postwar French Thought to the Present, especially the importance of contextual relationships in understanding information.

My book list made with a plugin that searches a book catalog and creates my own personal Goodreads.

A lot of people use Obsidian for daily note taking but I prefer a pen and paper diary for this. If you prefer a computer I think it would be great for this purpose and you can even integrate your notes with a calendar. Obsidian is highly customizable if you’re willing to sift through documentation.

There’s a few downsides. Obsidian makes heavy use of user contributed plugins. Some are great and some cause instability. I also had some trouble at first sharing information across my laptop and iPhone but managed to get it working using my iCloud. Obsidian offers a paid cloud based storage sync option but that involves a subscription which, as I said at the beginning of this post, I’m trying to avoid. I’d also suggest going with the official documentation for Obsidian and its plugins not the aforementioned YouTube tech influencer bros, because if the video isn’t up to date you can run into problems.

My movie list made using a plugin that grabs images and descriptions from IMDB.

Perhaps the best feature is that the files Obsidian creates are .md markdown files, plain text files that can be read by any computer. If Obsidian goes out of business all my files will still be readable now and in the future. If you’re jumping ship from Evernote, there’s a handy plugin to convert your notes to .md files.

Alternatives
Obsidian is far from the only note taking program out there. Zettlr is one that I’ve heard is more stable, likely easier to get started on, but has fewer options. Wikipedia has a long comparison table of note taking software on Wikipedia.

If all you want to do is generate interactive graphs and are comfortable with a command line interface on your terminal app, Cosma is impressive. The Cosma documentation is so well written that, if you go through it patiently, you’ll have a better grasp of what’s “under the hood” of your operating system, another goal of mine in 2025.

The Gathering Storm

I had hoped to begin the year with a few lighter posts about projects around the house, but the events of the past week have started 2025 off on a dark note. Yesterday, on my evening dog walk, I found a charred page from Winston Churchill’s book The Gathering Storm that must have come from one of the many destroyed homes in Altadena, carried aloft by hurricane force winds a distance of 12 miles.

We have never lived in Altadena but Kelly and I both feel a deep connection to the place. We met a lot of people there in the years after our two books came out. Altadena is the kind of place you’ll find creative people who like DIY projects and envisioning better ways of living in this world. It’s also one of the last affordable (by Los Angeles standards) cities where middle class families can buy a home.

One of the people we met through our book was climate scientist Peter Kalmus, who lived in Altadena at the time. In a recent column for the New York Times “As a Climate Scientist, I Knew It Was Time to Leave Los Angeles” Peter lamented the climate driven destruction of his former hometown.

I’ve been watching this week’s tragedy unfold from afar, piecing the story together through local news reports and texts and videos from friends, some of whom have lost homes, trying to figure out what has burned and what hasn’t. Our dog’s pet hospital, gone. The church where our boys’ string recitals took place, gone. The weird Bunny Museum I’d wonder about on my bicycle, waiting for the light to change; the friendly hardware store I went to a hundred times; the coffee shop where I’d meet friends and climate activists; all gone.

My former neighbor texted me Thursday to say that our little cul-de-sac burned, his house and ours and all our neighbors’ homes except for one. The beautiful house we raised our children in, gone; and my tears finally came.

No place is truly safe anymore.

I can continue Peter’s paragraph. The historic Zane Grey estate where I used to teach classes with the late Joseph Shuldiner and the former owners, Steve and Gloria, gone. A friend’s house, gone. Anther friend’s former house (right across the street from Peter), gone. The office of a massage therapist who helped me heal from a  car accident, gone. The hardware store I’d drop into, gone. The coffee place, gone. The gallery I went to an opening at just last weekend, gone. The burger place we ate at last Saturday, gone. The place I did book tour lectures at, likely, gone. Historic churches, gone. The Theosophical Library, with 15,000 rare books, gone. To have walked around just last weekend to go to that art opening, shop at a nursery and visit the Christmas Tree Lane model railroad with some friends and then see many of these places vanish off the map just days later is unthinkable.

If you had told me that the upper parts of Altadena, that border the vast Angeles Forest, suffered damage I’d be saddened but not surprised. But the fire reached deep into an urban area at a great distance from the wilderness, much further than I ever would have expected. That this fire hit a place where so many people are aware of and working to counter the dangers of climate change shows, as Peter says, that no place is safe.

As an Altadena resident said on Reddit, “Losing everything is an abstract notion until you lose everything”. Here’s a handy resource guide for those in need. For those of us who are safe, scroll to the bottom and you’ll find a list of organizations (that I can vouch for) that need donations. I donated to the LAUSD Education Foundation Emergency Relief Fund.